I've got to admit that I am a peppery person. =/ And if you've known me long enough, you could well notice that compared to previous years, I am now completely different in the sense that I'm not that hot-headed. Better still, I don't feel easily offended nor annoyed.
I mean, of course I do get annoyed by some people and some things, but it won't be for long and I will still be able to find a reason to let it go eventually. But yesterday's quarrel between me and an "aunty-classmate" (see previous post) showed that I really couldn't bear working with such weird, irritating bitch. -____- Well, only my classmates know what I've been through and I really thank them for their endless support. And I'm starting to believe that sometimes being in a dire situation makes you realise who your true friends really are. To my classmates and those (including lecturers) who have given me advice, moral support etc, I love you all!! Mwah mwah~ =D
I've actually planned to blog about the spat yesterday but then I needed someone to talk to. So instead of heading back home immediately, I went to Fionn's house. Heh. Oh yea, thanks to Yoke Ching as well for allowing me to sleep on her bed (a lil' bit tired after the fight, lol). I hope YC could forgive me coz I drooled while sleeping. :-X But I think her bed is untainted ... *doubts*
Anyway, I can't say that I am still angry with that "aunty" right now although I was indeed seething with anger during the quarrel. Even my eyes felt fiery when I shouted at her. And oh my, I think I must've been really mad that time coz when I recall the incident now, I remember my lecturer, Ms Yap (who happens to be my academic advisor, and also the "aunty's") pulling my hand and said very softly to me, "Yujin, promise me, don't be angry. Cool down." Oh well, maybe she's just afraid that I might just take my shoe off and dump at the bitch's face in the midst of the quarrel. But I think I might do that or maybe punch the bitch's face lor coz what she claimed was really baseless and untrue. And it really DID raised my hackles wtf. If I had Piper Halliwell's power I think I would have blown her up into pieces, like this:
Now that the quarrel has ended (for the time being), I hope that we will not repeat history on this Wednesday during our presentation of the report. And after that, I don't think I will talk to her again. And neither will my classmates. Oh yea, didn't I mention that this "aunty" wants to complaint to our Dean and maybe to the President of UTAR saying that the Y2S2 Chinese Studies students (us) are boycotting her and also throwing slurs on her blah blah blah AND WORSE, sexually harrassing her?
*gasps* o_o
Yea yea right, this might be your reaction. But I think now you should know who's the problematic one okay? So no explanation needed. I don't have the power of premonition, but I can foresee if she were to make such baseless (again) complaints, she's definitely going to burn the bridges and can never expect us to talk to her again.
On a lighter note, I think I should contemplate on how to improve my anger management. Sigh, really wish that you were by my side and I could just pour my feelings... That's all for now. Kthxbye. ^_^
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